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Gerri Davis writes:

This is fantastic Ren!! Walter always seems to bring you to ruminate on the best topics. I’m excited to read his upcoming trilogy.

I have so many thoughts on all this… what a delight to revisit that early painting of Artemis through a golden ratio discussion… the vantage of the mother is notably almost never level or upright! Ergo the need for an elliptical frame (I'm working on that).

It’s funny though, I never shook or woke my children to nurse more. No one told me they needed to nurse differently than they naturally did, and I felt no internal drive to make them do anything differently than they were already doing. Nursing would in fact put me to sleep at the same time they would fall asleep, probably because my body needed to rebuild milk stores or something. It came over me like a strong dose of melatonin, and we would find ourselves waking up together hours later, still connected, so that nursing would bracket the two ends of sleep and create a sort of gentle entry and exit ramp from the liminal realm. It occurs to me that the shake-to-wake scenario is likely influenced by someone telling a mother that her children’s weight or volume of urine needs to be other than it is. (They do such things)

Regarding the Oakes twins’ occluding brows, there is a reciprocity that comes to mind between the biology of the eye / skull and the appearance of what is observed through that register and its frame. If you look at a vertical section-cut of how the spherical eyeball is set in its bony socket when the head housing it is held level, you can see that the orb through which we see, is aimed and framed slightly downward, so that by looking out toward the relative infinity of the horizon, with a level head, we create that same golden ratio in everything we see. It's like a loop between the seer and the seen, where each creates the other in its own image.

There is a second loop that arises here that is something I’ve discovered through becoming a mother. It seems that each of us, in our infancy, begins as a pure and perfect social mirror. Those suckling eyes of Sara’s were initiating the process of creating a self, beginning with your big, smiling, downcast eyes. In the beginning we reflect our parents, every movement and every sound is a traceable mimesis.  As the infant’s sphere of exposure expands, the more figures factor in and the more faceted and complex the reflective-self becomes. We face the world as you brilliantly described with face as a verb, and the world faces us back, meaning it gives us our persona. As a parent this behavioral loop means we must strive to become a better child. (and as the museum director James Bradburne said “one does not age, one watches the rest of the world growing younger.”) As a wonderer, I think it might mean that you and Walter Murch would do well to spend as much time together as possible!

Many thanks for sharing and for including my Madonna and Child painting in this,

Gerri

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